HAZIQAH!

Monday, November 26, 2007

It's exactly 1.35am.Woke up & Can't sleep.

It's too late, I'm sure and lonely ..
Another night, another dream wasted on you..
& i sure as hell know that next year's anniversary won't be the same.

5th August.I shall forever remember this date.
Seriously you guys shouldn't read this.Its about him again.You'll just be wasting your time.So don't do it.I just need to let it all out.

You've always made me smile to myself.
I can be out cycling with the class like the other day & still be thinking of you.
I can be talking to my friends & still be thinking of what you're doing.
I can be dancing & still be thinking if it's possible that you'll see me dance.
I can be watching The Enchanted & think if maybe,just maybe you'll end up with me.I can be on the plane listening to everyone else chatting & be thinking it's possible that i'll see you in China.
I can be busy lifting my luggage & still be making sure i'm doing it with the right body posture & the right smile just in case you happen to pass by.
I can be talking to Kim about how screwed guys are & be thinking why can't my life be like the songs in Hannah Montana's.I can be telling Verna that she's spending too much $ on her bf & be thinking if i'd do the same for you.I can be gossiping with Vivian & be thinking about how cute you look when you smile,showing those sexy dimples. I can be talking to Janet about how wushu guys smells & be wondering is your eyes sparkles when you look in her eyes.I can be goofing with ChingQi or JiaLin & be wondering if i'll act differently when i get with you.
You're always on my mind.Eventhough we're not & never was together.How ironic.Charlene says its just a crush & it'll disappear.Well,i hope she's right.They say that good things take time but i can't wait any longer.I wonder what'll happen if we were together.What will i call you? Baby? Too cheesy huh?I wonder what you'll grow up to be.Maybe a lawyer?I wonder if i'll end up marrying you.I wonder how many kids you'd want.16? Just like me?Sad,i'll never know.

If only this fantasy is a reality..Just go.

ps:i'm not emo-ing.I'm just sad.This is what i do when i'm sad;i write. So don't call me emo,'cause i really am not.

& 12:33 AM
Prince& his 1000 sexy sheeps