Sunday, September 27, 2009
Yesterday i was
beyond depressed.
Here's how yesterday went :
i felt like dunking my head into water & drown myself.
i felt hurt more than ever.
i felt like calling every single S.O.B I know & tell them how suckish they are.
Then,i'll plunge a fork to their throats.
I felt like i can cry right then and i did. ):
I cried 'till i couldn't breathe. i swear.
i hate that people can make me feel that vulnerable.
They should have a law against those who make others feel vulnerable.
i felt like taking a knife & stabbing a pillow
yes, you've read correctly..
i wanna stab a frickking pillow.
I think i'm insane,
& i lack of sleep
last but not least, i am damn well tired of caring so much when noone else does.
But yesterday's yesterday.
& today was fine.
I went to Syazleena's house with Cheryl & had lotsa fun.
Talking about Syaz's obession with those dumb jap/korean stuff.HAHA
& talking/gossiping with Cheryl about Mjrians & her scandals.
HAHA Recalling OBS memories,Saw Syaz's brother. I shan't comment on how he look 'cause i'll sound like a phedoe.&& Went sneakers-shopping.LOL
Yup today was fun(:
I Miss Syazzzz & Cherrrryl
I just learnt the thumbs up & thumbs down sign from Caroline. LMAO
Verna gave me her indo number.Now I have 4 contacts under her name!
Farhana & Mary has yet to meet me. 'Cause they're both beeeeezeeeee.
GW is gna organise the next outing - like tues. I hope there'll be girls.
so that's about it.
wordy right? i think i got it from Caroline.
BLAME HER. HAHA
Yay! i got a hug from Charlie :D
Yes,i was dorky enough to actually hug him back..
& 10:25 PM
Prince& his 1000 sexy sheeps