Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Penelope Garcia: I don't need you to protect me.Derek Morgan: *smiles* Tough. But i'm gonna stay on the job for a little while.
Penelope Garcia: Oh yeah? *raises eyebrow* For how long?
Derek Morgan: Every single day of my life.
Penelope Garcia: Hah. I kinda love you, Derrick Morgan. *hugs*
Derek Morgan: I kinda love you, Penelope Garcia.
Awwww. Derek is sucha nice sweet friend to Garcia.
He's always there for her. He's the best guyfriend one can ever find.
Hey, I've got a question.
Have you heard of the saying "Treat others the way you want to be treated."?
It's really popular so i'm sure you've heard it before. Well..
I really do believe in this saying. So I do it. I treat people the same way i want to be treated.
The downside to that is - I (usually) do not get the same kind of treatment.
Which is really sad and hurtful.
And so to prevent myself from such feelings, i tell myself to quit caring.
Quit putting in the effort. Quit giving a shit to people who do not return the favor.
But despite my best efforts, i always give in.
Why do i keep putting myself in situations where i'd get disappointed??
Can someone give me an explanation or rationalize this?
When i'm feeling like this, most of the time i'll tell myself that i'm thinking too much.
Or that i'm being too emotional.
But is that really the case?
Or am i simply justfying their actions or in some cases, inactions by blaming myself?
What do you think?
I'm not pointing fingers at anyone or anything. I'm just sayin'.
So much's going through my mind right now.
And i'm desperately trying to sort out my thoughts.
& 9:33 PM
Prince& his 1000 sexy sheeps