HAZIQAH!

Monday, March 5, 2012

And you another one. You've been telling us that it'll end soon. I've been hearing this since Primary 4. I'm now 20. 10years have passed. Nothing changed. I don't understand why you would stay. After all that happened. With nenek gone, you still stayed. I really don't get it. I never wanna be like any of you. I won't stay with someone who kicked my own mother out of the house. The same woman who has been there for my family for YEARS. I won't stay with someone who is constantly shooting me down with insults after insults, with accusations, with curses towards me and my children. I won't stay with someone who shouts at me EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. Someone who is so ungrateful and who doesn't appreciate every SACRIFICE I've made. How much I have suffered with the in-laws, with the nonsense and all the fucked up shit I've been put through. WHY?!?!?! WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU STAYING HERE?!?! WHY THE FUCKKKKKK?!?! You tell me now 'cause I don't understand. I hate this. I FUCKING HATE THIS OKAY. I wanna run away. I wanna run away so badly. End this. End this now please.

& 9:37 PM
Prince& his 1000 sexy sheeps