Stuck. 

In. 

My.

Own.

Head. 

With.

Thoughts.

That.

Never.

Leave. 

Me.

Alone. 

I don't know what I can do to completely be over and done with it. I talk it out and it gets redundant. I keep it in and it slowly consumes me. I laugh it out and it tastes bitter. I run away, it catches up with me. 

Like I said, I don't know what to do. I don't know what I want. I don't know what I need. I don't know how to get there. Don't it sound all too familiar? 

Once upon a time, someone used these same lines on me and I never understood. Now I do.

I won't make your mistakes. I refuse to be like you. Because honest to God, you were terrible.

God, guide me. I am young. I just wanna be free.