Thursday, February 21, 2013
Break Ups.
I know I have been very very active on my blog. And I'm not quite sure why. It must be this whole 21st thing uh. The older brain has alot to say. Well anyway, I doubt anyone reads this so its as good as talking to myself, which is perfectly alright with me. So here's my thoughts on break ups.
Now there are many reasons people break up right? Cheaters, Religion, Distance, Abuse, Parents, Change, Falling out of love . I think the saddest reason for a break up is when nothing is wrong. You have no reason to be angry or upset. Everything was alright until ts suddenly not anymore. Its like it can't be controlled. Like falling out of love for example. It just happens. Two people who were once deeply in love with one another is suddenly not anymore.
The whole idea of this scares me because it happens. And its like, how are we guaranteed that this won't happen to our relationship few years down the road. See, if its about cheating or whatever, it can be prevented. There are measures, methods, things that can be done to prevent that. But something like simply falling out of love and just being unable to feel the same way you did before, scares the livig daylights out of me. Then what happens?
Imagine being in a relationship for like 8years and then you just fall out of love. Or something changed and you cannot do anything to make it how it was before or you could not have prevented it even if you tried. And you have incorporated this person in your life. He/she has been there with you for like forever. They are part of your routine, part of your lives, intertwined with your friends and family, they became a part of you and suddenly they're gone. Omg howwwwwww do you go on? How the hell does someone moves on from that?
I look at my friends and some of them has had been in a relationship that lasted 5 years and I don't wanna pry but I do wonder how the heck do you/did you/are you able to get over 5fucking years of memories? And subsequently, how are you able to put yourself out there again and get into another relationship with another person? Aren't you afraid of the same thing happening? Don't you never want to go through such pain and hardship ever again?
Heck I've never been in one but the idea or the slight possibility of it ending one day and I'd have to change my entire life to get over him (whoever that unfortunate soul may be) is enough to scare me so bad and drive me away from anything close to a relationship.
Bleah why is my brain constantly invaded by random thoughts like these? Must be the whole 21st thingy. Damn being 21 seriously.
& 11:20 PM
Prince& his 1000 sexy sheeps