Monday, February 18, 2013
I went out of the house being 20 and came back being 21. Today has arrived. How do I feel, you ask me? Well right now, I feel like shit. Really do. I start the day by puking my guts out. Even my body is opposing the idea that I'm a year older now. Sigh. Its just terrible. I just want it to quickly pass by and just sigh. Its just a bad bad day. Lemme weep for the loss of my youth. Im so old its not even funny anymore. Im so sad. So very sad :( Well goodnight now. Sighhhhhh
That was what I typed at 4am. Yes I was mad depressed it was really sad. I woke up and had no mood whatsoever. My parenta got Macs Breakfast and I cried while eating. LAWL DRAMAQUEEN I KNOW. But fuck. It was so sad okay. Then I didn't let them sing for me. I logged out of fb because each post on my wall made me sink deeper into the hole. I went back to sleep hoping I'd wake up at like idk the next day.
But that didn't happen because Mary & Farha came into my room and woke me up with 21 colorful balloons and a cake. Imagine my ijustwokeupwtf face. Ohgod. So embarrassing. They dragged me out of bed and off to town. Sista was at Topshop and a woman came to me with my present. Lawl I thougt she was going to scold me for bringing the balloons in the store and I was ready to tell her I was leaving. Thennnn we ate SUSHI! So so awesome. Anna and Atikah came afer a while and that was a big shock to me also. Hahahah
They made me wear a hugeass ribbon and walk around town like that. But its okay. I think i looked like a cute Minnie Mouse. Hahaha We chill at town and then they surprised me (again) with the cutest girliest bunch of cupcakes and a card.
Overall it was a good day I guess. I mean I was still sad at the end of the day and while we're walking I kept whining and sighing about turning 21. Hey I wasn't kidding when I said I hate hate hate turning 21 okay. I reached home kinda happy but still very sad. Sigh im so old now. And my life is just like that. Nothing more. I can't even. But thank you everyone who wished me and gave me presents and of course my Bimbs for dragging me out. I would have been home sleeping and crying my day away. No joke sia.
Of course I also have to thank my A&O crew for the lovely surprise on Friday. It was so freaking awesome. SO FETCH. I loved loved loved it please. McFly, sang by one of the most beautifullest voice in the whole side world. Okayla, maybe only Asia. Mean Girls on Converse Friday somemore. Btw, look closely, Nad the Bimbo pasted the "A" wrongly. LAWL I can't even. Seriously.
Well there you go. I'm now 21 :( SIGH.
xoxo, Haziqah the oldie.
& 3:44 PM
Prince& his 1000 sexy sheeps