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Friday, April 5, 2013

A feeling I hate more than hatred itself is "helplessness".

I hate hate hate absolutely hate from the bottom of my heart and soul, feeling helpless. Especially when it comes to a friend in need. For example, when we were in TP & Verns is stressing over her design projects. I felt so useless and helpless because I couldn't help in any way. It made me feel like such a terrible friend. And I honestly want to help but I can't 'cause I don't know how to. Gaaaaaawd the feeling is damn terrible.

Or like in a helpless situation. Like for example someone's close relative passed away. And you're like "omg im so sorry for your loss and I know nothing I say can make you feel better so... idk... how.. omg" and you just like a fish out of water. Struggling for air or some shit. Or sayyyyyy idk... your friend is not in a good mood or is feeling down and you're trying your level best to make them feel better or like forget their problems and you fail miserably. Like seriously its best if you had just stfu? I swear... the failure... the helplessness... sucks.

Then you feel extra shittier because you basically fail as a friend.

Worse part is, THERE ARE NO SOLUTIONS TO THIS.

WE'RE ALL HELPLESS ABOUT BEING HELPLESS. GOODNESS GRACIOUS. FUCK ME.

& 12:56 AM
Prince& his 1000 sexy sheeps